ramblings

I leave in four weeks.

I went to get a haircut the other day, and held off on posting pictures because, just as I suspected, it ended up being a cut that, while smokin' hot when done by the hair dresser, ended up looking like I woke up one day with my head in a lawn mower the next. My hormones made me very pissy about this yesterday, but now I'm pretty chill about it. I'm probably gonna go get it fixed today, but to fix it means chopping most of it off. Now, I've failed rocking shortish hair before, I know, but my face has changed so much that I think I could carry it now, especially if I left my side bangs. Sigh. Somebody just tell me girls with short hair are hot, even though I'd never be hot in the best of circumstances? Watching too much TV lately has given me long hair envy, even though I cannot carry off long hair to save my life.

I'll post pictures afterwards, and you can all tell me I'm smokin' hot for a homely chick, okay? XD Thanks.

I had a dream last night where I ended up dangling off a roller coaster because I was helping secure Kohei-kun from my classes in his seat when the machine started moving. That is probably one of the better metaphors for how I feel recently that I've found. I was able to jump off at one low part and be safe, but augh sfsdfsd. XD

To the ladies in the house: do any of you get every time of the month symptom except the main event for like a week before it actually occurs? What is the point of that? Seriously, I can't be the only one who gets fed up with the whole thing.

I just began pitching a Sims 3 expansion pack called "The Sims 3: Flushed Out" to a friend due to the fact that I heard Sims 3 will get rid of the bladder need. This means I need to go.

re: randomly following wank from a fandom i am not part of

...you know, I would be happy if someone gave w-inds. a fourth member.

I would! Think about it! There'd be a fresh perspective! New relationships to play with! New dynamics! Old dynamics would change, and that's interesting, isn't it? My God, w-inds. needs a fourth member.

A fourth member called SUPER RI.

No, all kidding aside, man, how are NEW BOYS IN A BOYBAND ever an issue? Maybe I don't understand because I'm not emotionally invested in the intricate relationships between the members of said boyband, but come on! Maybe it sucks that your band is being split in two (or something?), but if that's enough to break the intense bonds between the boys (in your mind or heart, at least), then maybe those bands were fragile. I don't know. I am just a bitter girl because NOTHING INTERESTING HAPPENS WITH MY BOYS ANYMORE. I almost want to write FOURTH MEMBER OF W-INDS. FIC.

...I also have wanted to write Lead fic lately, but a) I don't know the first thing about Lead and b) nobody would care, anyway. ._.

Go ahead and wank at me. I am invincible!!!!!!! <-- exclamation points are srs